Sometimes telling people how you feel is rather difficult, especially if you're someone like me with a massive fear of rejection (not to mention other fears.. but you don't need to know about that..) You're just waiting around with a blank expression while the world passes by and yet no matter what happens, you anticipate the inevitable and when it happens... you fall to pieces, break down into nothing but a pile of dust sitting on the side of the road that cars pass by every single day. It's hard to try to pick yourself up and want to carry on with life.. if you're like me, you end up crying (a lot), having what I personally love to call a pity party where you just sit there and wallow for hours, days or even weeks. You just begin to think that everything was somehow your fault even though clearly, it wasn't..
Love's just screwed up..
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